The Last Post
I’ve been blogging for almost four years, beginning when we moved out to San Diego, in February of 2003. I started this blog as a way to practice writing, stay in touch with family and friends, and think out loud.
Because of my tendency to reminisce about the passage of time and changes, I find myself thinking how much has changed in our own lives and the lives of everyone we care about. We have moved across the country, made new lives, traveled around the world, and had our first child. I personally have had to reconsider everything I once believed in, and am still in the process of doing so. But through it all, our closest friends and families have been there literally and figuratively (through this blog and other ways) with us. Thank you to everyone who has followed along with us on our travels and our discussions. I’ve learned a lot from everyone here and in our lives.
A theme that has dominated this space of late, of course, has been politics, which is why I chose today to stop writing here. We are in many ways on the edge of at least a partial, temporary retreat from madness or a full-fledged plunge into a new dark ages. Those who find that statement to be hyperbolic or exaggerated are not paying attention.
People have often asked me what “Sacking Rome” means. Everyone knows about the sacking of Rome, most notably in 410 AD, by the “barbarian” tribes. This event has fascinated me for many years. I once wrote about Ralph Winter’s take on this event. This perspective continues to influence me, although my view of the church has changed radically in the last few years.
At any rate, the death of empire is a concept that has always forced me to wonder about how and why powerful civilizations collapse. They always do. One day, maybe not too far in the future, America the Empire too will be swept away. Perhaps it’s the process of imperialization itself that sows the seeds for the empire’s own destruction. Perhaps human societies don’t scale well, or sustainably.
No matter what the superficial reasons are, one lesson is clear. Civilization collapses as a result of the actions of its own people. The invading hordes do they what they do because the giant has become weak through fear, corruption, and despotism. All of these things are both the cause and result of unsustainable growth and freakish consumption.
There are those, even among my readers and friends, who look at such statements as overt negativity. What they don’t realize is that people such as myself are often more optimistic than those who refuse to heed such warnings. It’s because I believe in the worthiness of humanity and the beauty of culture that I say these things. I want to save the good things that we have, but in order to do so, we have to find a better way to live. That is my point.
Enough.
This doesn’t mark the end of my writing, thinking, or photo-shooting. I’ve begun new projects that I am very excited about. For one, I have a new camera, so I will continue to post my photos online here and here. I’ve made exactly $50 from my photography and I wouldn’t be surprised if that’s all I ever make from it. I do it because I love it and because I get great enjoyment from my friends and family joining us on our travels through our photos.
Speaking of travel, I’ve started a new website dedicated to finding the good things in life through travel, called Quit Work to Travel. It’s little more than a place holder right now, and is very rough in terms of content and design. However, in the last year of settling back into life in America, I’ve realized that we are permanant carriers of the travel bug. I plan to make this site into a resource for like-minded folks who find themselves gazing off into the horizon when the proper thing to do would be to keep their eyes on the freeway ahead. Every day, I run into more people with the nomadic spirit and they always ask me how to do what we’ve done. There are people with much more experience than we will ever have, but I would at least like to share what we learn as we continue to forsake sensibility for freedom.
They say after a person has written approximately 400,000 words, they start to become a better writer. I’ve written a lot over the last four years, but I know I haven’t written anywhere near that much. So, I’ll keep writing somewhere, but no longer here. I’ve decided to devote my energies elsewhere, and now I’m off to figure out where that elsewhere is. Thanks for everything.
November 7th, 2006 at 11:59 pm
Quitter.
Just kidding. Thanks for everythign Ray. You are a thoughtful and interesting writer.
Bear
October 23rd, 2007 at 9:11 am
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